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| Goodbye project :) , Hello exams (ignoring it at the moment)
It feels like 1000000000000000 kgs have been lifted off my shoulders.
Things will get better from now on, aye?
Will update soon. Haven't slept in like 38 hours.. my bed really miss me already. 
Night people!
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| It's spring already !!!!   
Flowers are starting to bloom and the weather is getting warmer, yay! But then the bad thing is, all the long lost flies are back! BOOOOOO. The flies here are really big, fat, dumb and fearless, oh and also annoying too! Just walk on the street and they can just fly straight to your face -.-, disgustosisimo.
Ya know, I soooo wanna go to the beach now and just play with the sand with friends. lol. or just listen to the sound of the waves and think of nothing. or or read a book under a tree, and eat big scoops of gelati! wahahaha okayy i need to stop daydreaming.
Back to reality, i'm stuck here with assignments, and having difficulties with the programming part. 
Anyway i shouldn't whine so much. Everyone in uni is also super busy with assignments and projects and research, i'm not alone. Some of my friends have even more crazy workload than me and right now i think they are in the library.  So gambathe everyone!
*distribute bandanas with the 'gambathe' word written on it*
Another week of classes and then we'll have two weeks break from uni. Two dear cousins of mine will be here for holiday :), getting very excited about it. But well, that also means i have to do more work now so that when they come i get to go around with them without feeling too guilty of neglecting my project/assignment. No pain, no gain eh? But we shall see, not alot of time left also.
It'll be so fun with them around, my two lame fun kakis!
Ciao for now!
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Up till now, year 2009 hasn't been very good to me.
Well firstly, I've received the worst news ever (so far) in my life. That, i don't want to talk about.
Then studies wise, i seriously feel very stupid in my class. >.< I often get lost in lectures, and did very badly for my first semester eventhough i put in alot of effort which i don't know whether i'll ever forgive myself for letting that happen. I feel so............. what's the right word.. ashamed at myself.  I hate this feeling. and i hate myself for thinking this way. I know i shouldn't let the past hit me so badly but i just couldn't help myself.
Then I started to doubt myself a lot, and lost most of my (already low) confidence, often wondering whether i'm good enough for this, or for that.
I read Melissa's blog and below is a lil' something she wrote:
"Is it better to know that your best is not good enough, or better to know you didn't do enough for something you wanted badly (which might actually mean you are good enough, just that you didn't put enough effort in) ?"
I think it's a very good question. I really wonder which i would be happier to live with.
Ahhhhh, why the emo post. Need to stop.
Must be optimistic!!! *nods head*
Anyways, i believe things will get better. I really do and pray it will. Need to work really hard.
on a happier note, thanks to my lovely friends here, i still get to smile and laugh alot eventhough there are piles of work waiting to be done. *hugs to all*
Life is just too short to waste time being sad, aye?
at first : frown >.<
ok don't ask me why i have to >.< with two doggies 
(omg see my eyebags *faints)
from now on: Smile!
(excuse to get away from assignments and camwhore)
p/s: pls forgive the emo-ness of this post. Things are fine don't worry as you can see from the pictures. ;P
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